January 2011
de-ro:
If I were to give an overview of 2010, my overview wouldn’t be to fuck it or forget about it. When I look at 2010 overall, a lot has happened. Do I regret most of it? Yeah. But that won’t do anything, will it? When I look back at 2010, I’m looking back at the good memories. The memories that makes me happy. After all that’s happened, all I know is that I want 2011 to be just a good year....
“In real life, people judge you from your actions without knowing the reason...”
– Joseph Conrad
December 2010
Short & Simple 2010
I have made every damn mistake there is to make. And I am proud of those mistakes because they taught me a lesson. I have gained strength and experience this past year.
Thank you 2010.
Blanks.: Prolonging questions. →
khaiwhat:
Am I ever going to be good enough? Who even cares about me? Will this all pay off in the end? Will I be alone? Will anyone ever see me through my smile? Just how much longer will it all take?
It all hurts, really. There are things that stop me from believing what I want to….
inspectah-derek asked: Someone's hungry. =P LETS GO!
inspectah-derek asked: Someone's hungry. =P LETS GO!
zomgitsmark asked: Merry Christmas/Happy Holidays! Hope you had a great day! Thanks for the follow after all this time :3 You're great. <3
“And the Grinch, with his Grinch-feet ice cold in the snow, stood puzzling and puzzling, how could it be so? It came without ribbons. It came without tags. It came without packages, boxes or bags. And he puzzled and puzzled ‘till his puzzler was sore. Then the Grinch thought of something he hadn’t before. What if Christmas, he thought, doesn’t come from a store? What if...
markdelmundo asked: Merry Christmas !
May I remind you that Tumblr is a BLOGGING...
mamatheresaaa:
nigga-nai:
Trey Songz - On...
Dear Santa,
I have not written you since I was seven. I believe I have a good reason for my absent letters. I used to write to you and wish for dolls and what not. But, I never received what I wanted. You can say I was a spoiled brat that got everything she wanted but, when it came to you, you never gave me what I wanted. I have hope now, though, that you will grant me with what I want. I do not want any...
xanthonycastro:
“When I’m with you, I feel the...
Happiness
rhicalalala:
Everybody wants to be happy right? Who doesn’t want to. But this Christmas, all I want is to be happy, not because of things given to me, but love. Something that cannot be seen but felt by heart. The only thing that’s keeping me still are what I have left. Yes, I’m grateful for those and I should be content of what I still have, but it doesn’t hurt to dream.
Christmas... Please do not come.
It does not feel like Christmas at all. I do not feel the love at all. And well I hate putting up a front. I have to act like everything is okay. No, it is not alright. I have not had a loving Christmas every since I was a child. Do not get me wrong, I love my life. But, I want one Christmas where I am genuinely happy. One day… It will happen. I do not know when but, I will be patient. I...
Not Holding Your Hand One Last Time
mybiggestregretever:
My biggest regret ever is not holding you hand that one last time. I couldn’t stop crying and i knew if I held your hand it would make me cry even more. The doctor said you had 2 more weeks to live and I knew we would come back before then. 2 weeks was actually 2 days. I’m sorry grandma, you were always there for me. “I love you, I miss you, I kiss you” - Grandma....
Life of Kyle A. Yamashiro.: The greatest gift of... →
kyleyama:
Reassurance.
To know that someone is there for you. So many people take advantage of it, not really knowing what they’ve got until it’s gone. It’s cliche, but probably the truest quote out there. People commit suicide for the mere fact that not even one person is looking out for them.
It makes…
And I am the idiot that falls for it every time.
Everyone has problems. It is the way we deal with those problems that sets us apart.
Those who rise to the occasion vs. Those who fall short.
I believe that so much shit has happened to me...
But, it is okay.
I am stronger than ever.
My Best Christmas
My Best Christmas is the very first Christmas that I can remember. It is when I had so much faith that Santa was real. All of what Christmas entails was so new to me.
Now, I just do not know what to think of it. I grew up and obligations were more important than happiness. I still hope that my future Christmases will be like my very first Christmas. I want to be excited for Christmas again...
My Life in a Nutshell: December 21
There are a few people out there that know of my current situation. A few months ago a horrible truth emerged within my family(that consists of two parents and a sister). This truth led to numerous fights within my household. You may be thinking “OH! Just petty verbal fights.” You are mistaken. I have been woken up by shouts, yells, screams, and bangs. I have taken a weapon from a...
I cannot wait until I prove them all wrong.
To the homewreckers .
mralldatshit:
Fuck you. You have no fuckin hearts. Seriously, if you had a heart you would never want to ruin a perfectly fine relationship. Kissing a guy / girl who’s in a relationship is as low as you can go. Homewreckers are ignorant / selfish bitches. Anyone who would kiss a guy / girl knowing they have someone special in their life is stooping way to low. The people who actually kiss that...
OH, I forgot! I got my seconds pierced :) I feel like piercings are going to become my new obsession… Let’s get a piercing together! Too bad I do not have the courage to get a tattoo tho, sigh.
“Seems like the more you grow, the more time you spend alone. Before you know it...”
