January 2009
“But can you hear me say
Don’t throw me away
there’s no way out
I...”
– All American Rejects
Right Now
I like him. He gives me mixed signs.
Nothing compares to the feeling that he may like you back or not. Seriously tho. I’m not rushing anything. Valentines day has changed it’s meaning for me. I want to go to the cemetary because I miss my grandmother. She died near my birthday. I don’t mind that. I’ll wait a while. Maybe he will tell me his true feelings. Maybe he...
So.
I’m okay. I’m not conceited. I just wont settle for anything less of what I want.
Also, I LOVE when it is sunny and raining. It’s beautiful. I wish I could’ve went outside to take a picture.
Oh Goodness
Last night was horrible.
Bottom Line
I tried. I failed. I got hurt. But, I’m fine. Besides the whole shiity feelling. I’ll heal. Time to start all over again. That’s okayy. I get to hang out with Patricia tomorrow. That’s all I ever look forward to now and I’m fine with that.
UGH. Okay. Plans fell through once again. I have to postpone my “happy day” until Saturday. Hopefully, I don’t...
Today
HOLY CRAP! Obama! Oh man. Yeah.
I just need to survive this week of school, then the next, then the next, etc. Whatever. Life is okay. Nothing to complain about. But, I really wish it was better. OH! I realized yesterday that I completely adore Taylor Swift, Selena Gomez, and Demi Lovato. Hmm. Doesn’t get better than that.
Have an amazing day :D
Yes
huongbinh:
marieldenyse:
I gave him one of the best birthday presents ever and what I got just sucked. I give up. I felt humiliated. Sad. Mad. It hurt. But, I’m not going to cry over it.
Have no doubt honey. Revenge is on it’s way. We’ll go over ideas next time we talk <3
YAY :D I’m looking forward to that. Most def.
Yes
I gave him one of the best birthday presents ever and what I got just sucked. I give up. I felt humiliated. Sad. Mad. It hurt. But, I’m not going to cry over it.
Psh.
I love being brutally honest to people. Even though they’ll probably end up hating me… Meh. OH! I think I might be dislexic… But, I’m not sure. Can’t wait to for tomorrow. Today was a good day. Except I didn’t really get to hang out with Lisa. Good or bad thing that we’re separating? You tell me. Religion class made me cry. Yup. Oh! This girl, in my class,...
“The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more,...”
– The Notebook
Meh.
Yesterday was a good day, most def. Volleyball went amazingly well, better than I expected. It made me feel bad that I missed one game though. ISC DANCE? 45 mins waiting in line to get in and get my wristband. 15 mins to take pictures with my date. EVERYONE WAS HAVING SEX WITH CLOTHES. OH MY GOSH. I’m surprised how this guy can just go up to this girl, “get their freak on”, and...
Hello
It is very early in the morning. Have an amazing day.
Good Morning :D
I'm Forgetting Something
I just don’t know what I’m forgetting.
Going to wake up at 5 get to LMC by 7:45 a.m. Play volleyball until 1:30 p.m. Go to Anna’s, get nails done with Anna, go back to her house, and get ready. Have my sister do my makeup and wait for Nicko to get to Anna’s. Then, chill and go to Winter Ball. Sounds simple, IT IS NOT. I’m majorly stressing. UGH. ANNA CALL ME BACK!...
Nothing to do at Midnight
I’m not ready to go back to school. I’m ready to see all my friends and start fresh. Just not ready for the work. School’s going by so fast! In a few years I’ll be applying to colleges that will determine my future. I’m not ready for my future. But, I don’t think you can have a present without a future. The next day, your present will be past. I’m ready to...
Love Me or Hate Me
Guy #1 You are in 7th grade! Stop trying to get with me! The answer is NO! That is the universal answer to you from me. Stop trying to act like you’re a “big shot”. Asking out all these girls when you don’t like any of them. You just want a girlfriend. GAIN MATURITY. Maybe, someone will actually say yes to you.
Guy #2 We dated for a moment in time. YOU broke up wit me. DO...
Ouch
It hurts when you cared for someone so much. They showed the affections back. But, ended up with someone else. Then, you start talking to that person again, thinking everything will be okay. When it ends up, you’re just being played. The first time hurt. The second time it’s just terrible. It sucks when you still care for that person and want to see them happy. When they are the ones...
Looking Back
When I think of 2008, I think of the people I’ve lost and gained. After all the heartbreak, the tears, the “this will make me stronger” feelings. I couldn’t handle 2008. Finally, I believe I can handle 2009. I’ve told myself that I will NOT set myself up to get hurt anymore. I will NOT chase a boy because, in the end, he will just hurt me. I’ve decided that in...
Someone Like You
I want to become someone like her. I don’t know how explain why. But, i wrote my Carondelet test essay thing about her. I can talk to her about anything and she doesn’t judge. Shes an inspiration. Get to know her. She made me realize there is more to life than what i let it seem to be.